.: Maybe there's a devil inside of me :.

Damn my cursed God given body
Thursday, February 09, 2006

You know whats one thing I really hate? Being called skinny. All my life I've been cursed by the God All Mighty with a small body.

Right now I'm 5'9 1/2 and at 150 lbs, for the longest time I was in the 130 lbs area. I still feel skinny and get called thin all the time - something I find really rude.

I've had people who barely know me call me thin or skinny. There was one time where one guy said "how does it feel to be so skinny?", and he was pretty ugly so I was dying to respond "I don't know how does it feel to be so fucking ugly?" - this was at church however and people were around so to avoid being crucified by the holy bunch I was with I bit my lip.

You don't exactly ask a fat friend, co-worker or stranger...why are you so fat? do you? People seem to think its okay to call someone skinny to their face, but it's no different than walking up to an obesse person and asking why they're so large.

My goal by the end of this year is to be in the 160lbs range in my undies. Right now with all my clothes on and a leather jacket i'm in the 155+ range.

I hate being an ectomorph, the scientific term for my body structure.

The ECTOMORPH
Definitive "Hard Gainer"
Delicate Built Body
Flat Chest
Fragile
Lean
Lightly Muscled
Small Shouldered
Takes Longer to Gain Muscle
Thin

That's me. I tell ya, it's not an easy thing to be. I can eat two dinners, yes TWO meaning one at around 5:30pm and another full sized meal at around 9:00pm and barely gain weight.

Right now to maintain my weight I have to be eating all the time and be taking protien drink suppliments. If I eat normally and lightly - i'll drop down a good 10-15 lbs.

It's February now, and I have 11 months to gain 10 more lbs. At 1 lbs a month, it's possible...as Confucious once said :

"The journey of a thousand miles, begins with a single step."

posted by Kevin @ 7:45 PM
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Male PMS...
Thursday, February 02, 2006

I think i'm suffering from male PMS...if it even exists.

The past week, I've been one hell of a grumpy asshole and I have really bad mood swings...from being happy and content to being super sad and depressed.

I wonder if its all this goddamn rain we're getting. I think in the past 2 months, I've seen the sun maybe 3 times? And in those 3 times, the sun was probably would for about 1 hour.

They say Vancouver is the best and safest city to live in...a good reason...its always raining and dark and no one feels like getting wet going outside to commit crimes....seriously if this city had LA's weather we'd be ducking bullets and having riots all the time.

One more day of work till the weekend, and I really cant wait.

I have a few things to chose to goto tommorow, I wish I could attend them all...Mike's having poker, my friends bday dinner, my god sis and I were going to do some sibling bonding and my other friend is having a house warming...no I'm not that popular...its funny because I'll have 3 straight Fridays of staying home alone and watching a Startrek marathon or something like downloading hours of hentai anime, then I have Fridays like this one where I have no idea which one to goto.

There are times when I seriously think that I'm one of those guys that God enjoys smacking around and uses and a ragdoll to smack around when he's bored of causing trouble elsewhere...anyone remember Al Bundy always looking up and saying "Good One." to God? I feel like that everyday!

posted by Kevin @ 11:29 PM
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Whee, I love these survey thingys..

Ok, copied this over from Mike...I have no idea how that tagging thing works so i'm going to leave it be...

Instructions:Remove the blog in the top spot from the following list and bump everyone up one place. Then add your blog to the bottom slot, like so :

1) Seeking Solace
2) Kiss My Mike
3) Ultimate Writer
4) MikeChau
5) KevShiu

Next select five people to tag:

1) MerBoo
2) KevShiu
3) Alina Chau
4) Jessica Griffith
5) Nikky England

What were you doing 10 years ago?

In 2nd year of college I think, actually I only went for 1 year...so I think I was working - getting it on with my gf at the time and acting like an immature young adult.

Five snacks you enjoy:

1) Potato Chips
2) Kit-Kat
3) Bananas
4) Noodles (yes I consider it a snack)
5) granola fruit bars

Five songs to which you know all the lyrics:

1) Oh Canada
2) Star Spangeled Banner
3) March of the Volunteers (I think thats what the PRC anthem is called)
4) Home - Michael Buble
5) Transformers Theme

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire:
1) Retire
2) Invest, invest, invest
3) Open a restaurant/pub/bar
4) Laugh at my ex
5) Hire some hookers and buy lots of booze

Five bad habits:
1) crack my knuckles
2) messy room
3) spend too much $$$
4) deathsticks
5) too much porno

Five things you like doing:
1) watching hockey and drinking beer
2) napping
3) laughing at others misfourtunes
4) surfing the net/chatting
5) chilling with friends/god sis

Five things you would never wear again:
1) spandex
2) bomber jackets
3) pointy leather shoes with those metal chains across the top
4) foundation (don't ask)
5) make-up (don't ask)

topFive favorite toys:
1) Transformers
2) Nintendo/Super Nintendo
3) Commodore 64
4) Lego
5) toy cars

posted by Kevin @ 10:46 PM
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Vancouver drivers...
Friday, January 13, 2006

I've had the past two days off and so far they've been pretty good. Spent Thursday over Dim Sum with my friends then went shopping at Oakridge mall, didn't find anyting I wanted.

At night, I picked up my god sis to goto the gym and while going down 49th street, I had to make a left at some street to get to the gym. There's this van there with its own stop sign wanting to either go straight or turn left, as I approach my turn and begin to make it - the driver decides to go! I figure that they thought I was comming too slow and decided to go for it, but #1 it's raining, #2 i wasn't going slow. The driver gave me this "what the fuck?" look, some middle aged asian woman , i gave her the good old "what the fuck you doing" hand gesture.

I use to have a bad problem with road rage, and luckily for her my god sister was with me or I would have had a few not so nice things to say to her.

Today, I went for brunch with the god sis again at Oakridge mall then took her to class, after class we headed over to Parker Place to get an air freshener for my car. Got the air freshener then made our way over to Landsdowne mall. I'm one of those people who will park at the easiest spot possible, if there is an open space near the mall entrance but its tight (meaning no space, not cool for you kids) i'd rather walk a bit more and take a space further away.

I also like to find a space I can pull straight into, and then out of (instead of having to back in). I spot one but then there's some stupid couple there with both side doors swung wide open while they're putting shit into their car on the other side. I'm pulling in and I want to take this space but again they give me that "what the fuck?" look.

#1 This is public parking lot bitches, if I really wanted to I could park here.
#2 Don't fucking leave your doors swung wide open, espeically in Richmond. If I were a C-lai i would have taken off your doors on your piece of shit econbox Corolla for you.
#3 Don't give me that fucking stare because I'm a crazy asian with a machette in my trunk.

Well, maybe not #3. But still you get my point. 8 Years ago, I would have gotten out and told them to go fuck themselves. Now, while I'm just around the corner to 30 -I'm not as agile as I once was so I dont think I can get myself into another scrap.

I don't return to work unil next Thursday, I do have my stupid staff party tommorow night and a couple friends birthdays.

Until then!

posted by Kevin @ 9:32 PM
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